Cycles Of Pain

07-06-2006

The Wise Man said to me about cycles:

"Nothing more painful for one tho feel his pain on another person and be helpless to help her like he was helpless to help himself"

Warmachine

06-06-2006

Wanna bite the hand that feeds me, wanna turn the tides
Set the demons free and watch 'em fly
Strike down the one who leads me, I'm gonna take his place
Gonna vindicate the human race
Better watch out 'cause I'm a war machine
Better watch out 'cause I'm a war machine

Take the reins of power and seize them, draw the battle lines
Armageddon's just a matter of time
Tear down the voice of reason, let the arrows fly
Your freedom's just a state of mind, yeah

Better watch out 'cause I'm a war machine
You better watch out 'cause I'm a war machine

You better watch out 'cause I'm a war machine
You better watch out 'cause I'm a war machine

Better watch out 'cause I'm a war machine
I'm a war machine, I'm a war machine

Kiss


"Cuidado que ele rosna, ladra e morde"

Origin

05-06-2006

"Horus - How was it mother, that earth receive God's efflux?
Isis: I may nottell the story of mankind's birth, O Horus, for it is not permitted to describe this origin, lest afterwards the way of birth should be known unto Man."

The Trismegistic Literature

Never Ending Nightmare

04-06-2006

"And I can still hear his voice, the voice of darkness itself. I can still see and hear and feel all of it. The violence exploding again and again. The hateful smile twisting the shadows of his face. His hand on the gun.... the stubs of those two missing fingers... the shocking swiftness of it all. The blood and the horror. The death of love. the loss of everything. The birth of the nightmare that never dies."

Perfect

03-06-2006

I don't want half hearted love affairs

I need someone who really cares.
Life is too short to play silly games

I've promised myself I won't do that again.

It's got to be perfect

It's got to be worth it
yeah.
Too many people take second best

But I won't take anything less

It's got to be
yeah
pertect.

Young hearts are foolish
they make such mistakes

They're much too eoger to give their love away.
Well
I have been foolish too many times

Now I'm determined I'm gonna get it right.

It's got to be perfect
. . .

Young hearts are foolish
they make such mistakes
. . .
It's got to be perfect
. . .

It's got to be
yeah
worth it
it's got to be perfect.

Fairground Attraction

Fade To Black

30-05-2006

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Metallica


Dia 2 de 4 - mais ou menos assim, mais coisa menos coisa.

The Lies That I Believe

29-05-2006

Around it comes and round it goes
Around it swims around my head
All of us are lonely souls and all of us get left for dead
How come i always try to cross
even though i know the bridge is burning?
How come i take it when i know that you fake it?
I tell myself i'm leaving

The lies that i believe are simple
The lies that i believe are true
The lies that i believe are so beautiful
The lies that i believe are true

All the flings and the flaws
Let me cling to someones clause
All of us are lonely souls and all of us mend broken laws
Even though i know the bridge is burning?
How come i take it when i know that you fake it?
I tell myself im learning

The lies that i believe are simple
The lies that i believe are true
The lies that i believe are so beautiful
The lies that i believe are true

Everyone uses, everyone abuses
Nobody take the blame
Everyone uses, everyone abuses
Ain't it such a shame

The lies that i believe are simple
The lies that i believe are true
The lies that i believe are so beautiful
The lies that i believe are true


Thornley


Um ano...tanta coisa aconteceu e passou apenas um ano...

Hidden Secrets

28-05-2006

"The secrets of Osiris were carefully hidden by Thoth, before his return to heaven, said "O Holy text whick has been made by my immortal hands remain free from decay throughout eternity and incorrupt by time. Become unseeable, unfindable. From Everyone whose foot treads upon the plains of this land, until old heaven shall bring instruments for you" Thus spake Thoth and he shut these secrets safe away in their chamber. And Long Has been the time since they were hid away"

Corpus Hermeticum

Myth

27-05-2006

"Someday what we thought was myth will be found to contain the history of the past, while what we always regarded as history will be relegated to myth of our own making"

Egyptologist Gerald Massey

Tristesses De La Lune

26-05-2006

Ce soir la Lune reve avec plus de paresse
Ainsi qu’une beaute sur de nombreux coussins
Qui d’une main discrete et legere caresse
Avant de s’endormir le contour de ses seins
Sur le dos satine, des molles avalanches
Mourante elle se livre aux longues pamoisons
Et promene ses yeux sur les visions blanches
Qui montent dans l’azur comme des floraisons
Quand parfois sur ce globe en sa longueur oisive
Elle laisse filer une larme furtive
Un poete pieu ennemi du sommeil
Dans le creux de sa main prend cette larme pale
Aux reflets urizes comme un fragment d’opale
Et l’amener de son corps loin des yeux du Soleil

Celtic Frost

Fate

25-05-2006

The Wise Man said to me:

"Fate has a strange anda funny way to go against your wishes"

Heroes Of Our Time

24-05-2006

"Within the fires of tragedy and triumph are born the true heros of our time"

John Neilson

If You Don't Want Me

23-05-2006

Clueless we soldiered on
Stillborn to worlds unknown
People who've never been
They cry no tears at all

If you don't want me
Let me know
If you don't need me
Then let me go
If you don't love me anymore
Then you don't love me any less

Clear skies were never mine
Dark clouds are all I've known
That people who've never seen
True love could only know

If you don't want me
Let me know
If you don't need me
Then tell me so
If you don't love me anymore
Then you don't love me any less

If you don't want me
Let me know
If you don't need me
Then let me go
If you don't love me anymore
Then you don't love me any less

You don't love me any less


Perry Blake

Misplaced Hate

22-05-2006

"Her father beats her. She beats the dolls. Repeated the words she's no doubt heard a hundred times. There was a dark, bilous ball of fury in his gut. People... sometimes he hates them."

Fire

21-05-2006

"He has a nightmare sometimes. He dreams that the surface layers od his life are stripped away, peeled back like an onion skin (...) No more games. There is only the flame that has driven him for so long... the flame that makes him what he is. Sometimes he dreams that it flares up to engulf him, driving out all other thought, all other feeling. Other times...worse times...He dreams it has faded and died."

Mãe

20-05-2006

Mãe tenho ciúmes do pai
Quando se deita contigo Mãe
E te chupa as tetas
E te esborracha os seios
E se monta em ti
E se vem depois. Mãe
Mãe eu não suporto o pai
Mãe vou dar cabo do pai
Quando ele diz Mãe
Gosta de mim Mãe
Quando ele diz Mãe
Gosta de ti Mãe
Quando ele diz Mãe
Que nos ama aos dois

E depois bate sem fim

Eu vim cá para fora
Toda a gente chora
Toda a gente berra
Foste tu
Foste tu

Mãe
eu já matei o pai
Mãe
Foi uma morte sem dor
Agora sou só eu Mãe
Agora és só tu Mãe
Agora somos só dois
E depois, e depois
Mãe
Morreste também
Mãe
Traíste-me assim
Agora sou só eu Mãe
E procurei o fim Mãe

Eu vim cá para fora
Toda a gente chora
Toda a gente berra
Foste tu
Foste tu


Xutos e Pontapés

Cursed Blessing

19-05-2006

The Wise Man said to me:

"Your blessing may change to your curse, If you're too tired to feel it"

Jigsaw

18-05-2006

"This piece is his arm, pulled against its opposite. This piece is his mind, clouded by regret. This piece is his hand, its action not his own. This piece is not of him, and yet somehow still is. This piece is his heart, thought to be misplaced, yet undeniably centered. This puzzle is the man whole, yet in pieces. Is there a way to fuse the pieces and make the man? Or is there no egreess from this jigsaw of images? And this piece, is this the missing portion which ultimately solves the cypher or the single portion that will render it meaningless?

Sugar

17-05-2006

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)

Well I'm not there all the time you know
Some people, some people, some people,
Call it insane, yeah they call it insane, (sugar)
I play Russian roulette everyday, a man's sport,
With a bullet called life, yeah called life,(sugar)
You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be,
It's already where I am,
Cause I'm already there….(sugar)

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)

I got a gun the other day from Sako,
It's cute, small, fits right in my pocket,
Yeah, right in my pocket, (sugar)
My girl, you know,
she lashes out every sometimes,
And I just fucking kick her,
and then ooh baby, she's O.K. (sugar)
People are always chasing me down,
Trying to push my face to the ground,
Where all they really want to do,
Is suck out my mother fucking brains, my brains (sugar).

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray~,

I sit,

in my desolate room,

no lights,

no music(?),

Just ANGER,

_{I've killed everyone,}

I'm away forever,

but I'm feeling better,

How do I feel, What do I say,
FUCK you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
FUCK you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away.

System Of A Down

No Sense

16-05-2006

"Faceless, or without true face? Unscalable or without ascendant? Desensitized, or without sense? Here at the one who knows you? Here where on knows myself? Here where self is not known? Crying or without real tears? Unloved or withou heart? Disrespected, or without honor?"

Teachings

15-05-2006

The Wise Man said to me

"Don't trust the Teacher, trust the teachings"

eBay

14-05-2006

Yeah
A used ... pink bathrobe
A rare ... mint snowglobe
A Smurf ... TV tray
I bought on eBay

My house ... is filled with this crap
Shows up in bubble wrap
Most every day
What I bought on eBay

Tell me why (I need another pet rock)
Tell me why (I got that Alf alarm clock)
Tell me why (I bid on Shatner's old toupee)
They had it on eBay

I'll buy ... your knick-knack
Just check ... my feedback
"A++!" they all say
They love me on eBay

Gonna buy (a slightly-damaged golf bag)
Gonna buy (some Beanie Babies, new with tag)
(From some guy) I've never met in Norway
Found him on eBay

I am the type who is liable to snipe you
With two seconds left to go, whoa
Got Paypal or Visa, what ever'll please ya
As long as I've got the dough

I'll buy ... your tchotchkes
Sell me ... your watch, please
I'll buy (I'll buy, I'll buy, I'll buy ...)
I'm highest bidder now

(Junk keeps arriving in the mail)
(From that worldwide garage sale) (Dukes Of Hazard ashtray)
(Hey! A Dukes Of Hazard ashtray)
Oh yeah ... (I bought it on eBay)

Wanna buy (a PacMan Fever lunchbox)
Wanna buy (a case of vintage tube socks)
Wanna buy (a Kleenex used by Dr. Dre, Dr. Dre)
(Found it on eBay)

Wanna buy (that Farrah Fawcet poster)
(Pez dispensers and a toaster)
(Don't know why ... the kind of stuff you'd throw away)
(I'll buy on eBay)

What I bought on eBay-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y-y

Weird Al Yankovic

The Fear

13-05-2006

"First there is the man... The proud and noble rider...as strong as the protective skin that conceals him. Those around him are stripped, helpless as the day they were born. And he climbs this dark, impervious tower, rising where others cannot even view. And from behind his covered eyes he gazes, peering into the hopeless. Bloodchoked caverns of fate. He falls as all man must fall...and he hopes for a ses of salvation that he fears will never come."

Gritar

12-05-2006

As únicas palavras de "sabedoria" que o meu fraco ser tem para mostrar hoje. [link]

Enchantment

11-05-2006

Like a fever, fever - inside of me
Like a fever, fever - inside of me

Stand fast, faithful one
See the moon and not the sun but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Breakdown frail affairs
Turn from the elsuive starts but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Guilt is feeding, feeding, inside I'm cold

In depth grasp the chains
Struggle as the waters gain but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Observe the formation fight until the battle's won
But I...... All I need is a simple reminder

There's no rule to say you'll cry alone
Just find the strength to help you carry the load
Reverse the frown and let the power surge
But when alone you cannot resist the urge

Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying
Feel it, feel it, like the pain of dying

Hold on face to face damaged by the
sad disgrace but I......
All I need is a simple reminder

Twisting the knife in vain end the
grief but whol will gain but I......
All I need is a simple excuse

Paradise Lost

Words

10-05-2006

The Wise Man said to me:

"Actions speak louder than words"

Eternal Loneliness

09-05-2006

"My name is unpronouceble - a lattice binary sequence - so elegantly long that it threatens pi's arrogant claim on eternity. I am the size of a city...at least in terms of times past...when a city housed mere millions of souls...before techoprolises spanned whole planets and the word city became an ironic term. I am powered by the stars both near and far - energy differnt and flavorful - delicious fragrant rays of stellar joy - by which I stay aloft proudly coruscate. I am an orbiting citadel...I am heavenly force... I am dead alloy made vivid life...
I am lonely"

Owner Of A Lonely Heart

08-05-2006

Move yourself
You always live your life
Never thinking of the future
Prove yourself
You are the move you make
Take your chances win or loser

See yourself
You are the steps you take
You and you - and that's the only way

Shake - shake yourself
You're every move you make
So the story goes

Owner of a lonely heart
Owner of a lonely heart
Much better than - a
Owner of a broken heart
Owner of a lonely heart

Say - you don't want to chance it
You've been hurt so before

Watch it now
The eagle in the sky
How he dancin' one and only
You - lose yourself
No not for pity's sake
There's no real reason to be lonely
Be yourself
Give your free will a chance
You've got to want to succeed

Owner of a lonely heart
Owner of a lonely heart
Much better than - a
Owner of a broken heart
Owner of a lonely heart

Owner of a lonely heart

After my own decision
They confused me so
My love said never question your will at all
In the end you've got to go
Look before you leap
And don't you hesitate at all - no no
Owner of a lonely heart

Owner of a lonely heart


Owner of a lonely heart
Owner of a lonely heart
Much better than - a
Owner of a broken heart
Owner of a lonely heart
(repeat)

Owner of a lonely heart

Sooner or later each conclusion
Will decide the lonely heart
It will excite it will delight
It will give a better start

Owner of a lonely heart

Owner of a lonely heart


Don't deceive your free will at all
Don't deceive your free will at all
Don't deceive your free will at all
Just receive it

Owner of a lonely heart

Yes

(mais uma música inserida na dinamica eu era jovem e...vocês sabem...)

People

07-05-2006

The Wise Man said to me

"Don't try too hard to understand people, when they don't understand themselves"

Pimpinha por Nuno Markl

06-05-2006

Johannes Gensfleisch Zur Laden Zum Gutenberg. Nascido em 1398. Presume-se que tenha falecido a 3 de Fevereiro de 1468. Um operário metalúrgico e inventor alemão, a quem se deve, na década de 1440, a invenção da imprensa. O poder da criação de Gutenberg seria demonstrado em 1455, ano em que o inventor editaria a famosa Bíblia em dois volumes. Sim, a Bíblia de Gutenberg tornou-se num marco notável na História das palavras impressas. Até ao passado fim-de-semana. No passado fim-de-semana, o semanário português O INDEPENDENTE publicou, discretamente, no seu suplemento VIDA, uma coluna de opinião da autoria de Catarina Jardim. Quem é Catarina Jardim? Nada mais, nada menos do que a popular Pimpinha Jardim. Que fica desde já a ganhar a Gutenberg neste ponto - Gutenberg não tinha nenhum nome de mimo. Ele era capaz de gostar de ter um nome de mimo - não deve ser fácil ser Johannes Gensfleisch ZurLaden Zum Gutenberg - mas creio que ainda não era muito comum, na Alemanha do século XV, atribuirem-se nomes de mimo. Muita sorte se alguma das namoradas lhe chamou alguma vez JOGU, o único diminutivo aceitável de Johannes Gutenberg. E mesmo assim não é muito aceitável, porque soa demasiado próximo a iogurte, e isso é uma indústria completamente diferente daquela na qual Gutenberg se movia.Voltemos então a Catarina Jardim e à sua coluna no jornal. O título do artigo é TODOS A BORDO, e trata-se - como o nome indica - de um relato detalhado sobre um cruzeiro a África que a jovem fez. Ela diz, no início "O cruzeiro a África foi uma loucura, pode mesmo dizer-se que foi o cruzeiro das festas - como alguns dos convidados chamavam ao navio em que Luís Evaristo nos presenteou com MAIS UM BeOne on Board". Gosto da maneira como ela fala, sem explicações nem perdas de tempo, de pessoas e iniciativas sobre as quais boa parte dos leitores não faz a mínima ideia quem sejam ou no que consistem. Nada contra - isto faz com que qualquer leitor se sinta cúmplice e rapidamente imerso no universo Pimpinha. Adiante. Ficamos a saber que ela esteve em Tânger, e que a experiência foi, possivelmente a mais marcante da vida desta jovem. Passo a ler o que ela escreve:"Tânger é bastante feia, muito suja e as pessoas têm um aspecto assustador." Nunca fui a Tânger, mas já fui a sítios parecidos e subscrevo inteiramente as palavras de Pimpinha. Malditas pessoas pobres, que só estragam o nosso planeta com a sua sujidade e o seu ar assustador! É preciso ser-se mesmo ruim para se escolher ser pobre, quando se pode ser tão limpo e bonito. Quando se pode ser, em suma, rico. Eu penso que a Pimpinha acertou em cheio na raiz de todos os problemas mundiais da pobreza. Andam entidades a partir a cabeça em todo o mundo a pensar nisto, andou a Princesa Diana a gastar tantas solas de sapatos caros a visitar hospitais, capaz de apanhar uma doença, quando nós temos a Pimpinha com a solução. Se calhar basta lavar estas pessoas, e talvez -acompanhem-me neste raciocínio; Pimpinha vai ficar orgulhosa de mim – se calhar basta lavar estas pessoas, e em vez de gastar rios de dinheiro a mandar comida para África, porque não os Médicos Sem Fronteiras passarem a andar munidos de botox. Botox! Reparem: não é fazer cirurgias plásticas a toda esta gente feia que vive nestes países, porque isso seria demais. Mas, que diabo - botox? Vão-me dizer que não é possível ir de vez em quando a estes sítios e dar botox a estas pobres almas? Como o mundo ficaria mais bonito. Adiante. Pimpinha desabafa, dizendo, sobre as pessoas de Marrocos, "apesar de já ter viajado muito, nunca tinha visto uma cultura assim - e sendo eu loura, não me senti nada segura ou confortável na cidade". Talvez. Mas vamos supor que trocavam Pimpinha por, vamos supor, 10 mil camelos. Era um bom negócio para o Independente. Dos 10 mil, escolhia, vamos lá, 2 para passar a escrever a coluna - o que poderia trazer melhorias significativas de qualidade - e ainda ficava com 9 mil 998. O que, tendo em conta que Portugal está a ficar um deserto, pode vir a revelar-se um investimento de futuro. Pimpinha prossegue: "Já em segurança, animou-me a festa marroquina, com toda a gente trajada a rigor". Suponho que, para a Pimpinha Jardim, "uma festa marroquina com toda a gente trajada a rigor", tenha sido assim tipo uma festa de Halloween, tendo em conta que os marroquinos são - como a colunista diz umas linhas acima - gente feia como nunca se viu. Adiante. Ela diz: "A seguir ao jantar, mais um festão que voltou a acabar de adrugada". Calma - esclareçam-me só neste aspecto, para eu não me perder. Portanto, houve uma festa, não é? E a seguir, outra festa. OK. Uma pessoa corre o risco de se perder nestes cruzeiros, com toda esta variedade de coisas que acontecem. Diz Pimpinha: "Desta vez não deu mesmo para dormir já que fomos expulsos dos camarotes às 9 da manhã, para só conseguirmos sair do navio lá para as 14 horas. Tudo porque um marroquino se infiltrara no barco e passara uma noite em grande, uma quebra inadmissível na segurança". Ora bom. Ora bom, ora bom, ora bom, ora bom. Portanto, aqui a questão é: viagens a marrocos e festas com pessoas vestidas de marroquinos, tudo bem. Agora, se pudessem NÃO ESTAR LÁ os marroquinos, isso é que era jeitoso. Malditos marroquinos, sempre com a mania de estarem em Marrocos. E como é que acontece esta quebra de segurança? Eu compreendo o drama de Pimpinha. É que o facto da segurança deixar entrar um estafermo marroquino vestido de marroquino, numa festa com gente bonita vestida de marroquina, isso só vem provar que, se calhar, os amigos da Pimpinha não são assim tão mais bonitos do que essa gente feia de Marrocos. E isso é coisa para deixar uma pessoa deprimida. Temos nós a nossa visão do mundo tão certinha e de repente aparece um marroquino e uma brecha na segurança... Enfim - nada que uma ida às compras não resolva, ao chegar a Lisboa, certo, Pimpinha? Adiante. Diz Pimpinha: "Já cá fora esperava-nos um grupo de policias com cães, para se certificarem de que ninguém vinha carregado de mercadorias ilegais - e não sei como é que, depois de tantos avisos da organização, ainda houve quem fosse apanhado com droga na mala!" DROGA? NUMA FESTA DO JETSET PORTUGUÊS? NÃO! COMO? NÃO. Recuso-me a acreditar. Deve ter sido confusão, Pimpinha. Era oregãos. Era especiarias. Pimpinha Jardim declara: "Mas o saldo foi bastante positivo. Aliás, devia haver mais gente a arriscar fazer eventos como estes". Gosto desta Pimpinha interventiva. Sim senhor, diga tudo o que tem a dizer. Faça estremecer o mundo. E com assuntos que valham a pena. Aliás, era capaz de ser uma boa ideia escrever um e-mail ao Bob Geldof a tentar fazê-lo ver que essa história de organizar concertos para combater a pobreza em África... Para quê? Geldof devia começar era a organizar concertos para chamar a atenção do mundo para a falta de cruzeiros com festas. Isso é que era. Mania das prioridades trocadas. Que maçada. Mesmo no final, a colunista remata dizendo: "Devia haver mais gente a arriscar fazer eventos como estes - já estamos todos fartos dos lançamentos, "cocktails" e festas em terra". Aprecio aqui duas coisas: a utilização do "já estamos todos", como se Pimpinha voltasse a acolher o leitor no seu regaço como que dizendo:"Sim, tu és dos meus e também estás farto de lançamentos, 'cocktails' e festas em terra. Excepto se fores marroquino, leitor. Se for esse o caso, por favor, exclui-te deste 'todos' ou então vai tomar banho antes, e logo se vê". Depois, é refrescante saber que Pimpinha está farta de lançamentos, 'cocktails' e festas. Eu julgava que nos últimos dias a tinha visto em cerca de 250 revistas em lançamentos, 'cocktails' e festas, mas devia ser outra pessoa. Só pode ser. Confusões minhas.
Em suma: finalmente, há outra vez uma razão para ler O INDEPENDENTE todas as semanas. Tardou, mas não falhou. Pimpinha Jardim é a melhor aquisição que um jornal já fez em toda a História da Imprensa mundial."

Nuno Mark

A Little Too far

05-05-2006

Do you remember
Look at me
And all the things we'd said we'd be
We'd beat the house
We'd push the odds
We'd take it all we had the cards

With years to burn
And years to trash
Living lies based on flash
But somehow reaching for the stars
I think we went a bit too far

Got to get back
Got to get back
I never meant to take it this far

When everything you touch turns gold
Can weigh you down
Can make you old
When metal doesn't ring the same
Reaction from inside your brain
And all those years we offered up
To gods who couldn't get enough
And though we still stay up all night
The mornings aren't quite as bright

Got to get back
Got to get back
I never meant to take it this far

And all those things we thought we'd learned
As we watched our bridges burn
While standing in the afterglow
I guess we gave them quite a show

When John Wayne caught the last train out
And Spock and Kirk have had enough
And no one's left to beam me up...

Got to get back
Got to get back
I never meant to take it this far

Savatage

Choices

04-05-2006

The Wise Man said to me:

"It's not the qualities that defines on, but it's choices"

Day Dream

03-05-2006

"I Have had a dream in which a voice shares with me a recurring message. It says: "Do not look away from my singular beauty for I will open myself to you my inner most secrets and give to you what I hold within." And as the dream changes the voice remains the same, mantralike. Followed by another metamorphosis and again the words: "Do not look away from my singular beauty for I will open myself to you my inner most secrets and give to you what I hold within." The words are so deceptive, beauty and pain...images that haunt me...even in my waking world"

The Zoo

02-04-2006

The job is done and I go out
Another boring day
I leave it all behind me now
So many worlds away

I meet my girl, she's dressed to kill
And all we gonna do
Is walk around to catch the thrill
On streets we call the zoo

We eat the night, we drink the time
Make our dreams come true
And hungry eyes are passing by
On streets we call the zoo

We eat the night, we drink the time
Make our dreams come true
And hungry eyes are passing by
On streets we call the zoo

Enjoy the zoo
And walk down 42nd Street
You wanna be excited too
And you will feel the heat

We eat the night, we drink the time
Make our dreams come true
And hungry eyes are passing by
On streets we call the zoo

We eat the night, we drink the time
Make our dreams come true
And hungry eyes are passing by
On streets we call the zoo

Scorpions

Wind

01-05-2006

The Wise Man said to me

"Naruto!"

Wind

Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man railed at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.


You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.

You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

Akeboshi

Fear

30-04-2006

"Dear Karen, this is the last time i will be writing to you. Ever since I began this journey into my...our past, I have never felt closer to you. And I think...maybe...It's time to let go... you named me "the man without fear" and I I'm beginning to realize that my greatest fear...is living in a world without you"

Scar Spangled Banner

29-04-2006

Oh say can you fucking see
The missiles fall like rain
Bloody mountains majesty
Dead bodies on the plain
By the bombing's eerie light
See the crimsons waves of red
What so proudly they all fell
The twilight of the dead


America - the violent
The indifferent
God shit is grace on me
America - the arrogant
The belligerent
Will live in infamy
We the people, for no people
Secure the blessings of tragedy
Do or dain we have enstablished
The scar spangled banner



We pledge allegiance to no god
Only to the blood
Liberty is just a dream
When dying in the mud
This, the land of the deceived, home of the depraved
Bombs, they drop like falling leaves
And the deadly flag still waves


Red - the beautiful color of blood
Flowing like a stream
White - the color of bleaching bone
Lovely and obscene
Blue - the bruising color of flesh
Battered, ripped and torn
The colors of the flag of hate
Of violence and porn
What you see is what you get
You haven't see the bloody trail yet
I'm no patriot, just a hate-triot

Blood sport, my sure bet
See the flag, get a body bag
Salvation form a .44 mag.
Nothing left, no one saved
Cause our goddamn motherfucking bloody ass
Banner still waves

Exodus

Acções

28-04-2006

"Não faço o que devo fazer e o que não devo fazer faço constantemente"

São Paulo

Although

27-04-2006

"Dear Karen, I lost you. You are never coming back to me. I write you these letters and I remember what we once had, but it still won't change the fact that I lost you"

The Loneliness Of The Long Distance Runner

26-04-2006

The tough of the track
With the wind
And the rain that's beating down on
Your back
Your heart's beating loud
And goes on getting louder
And goes on even more 'til the
Sound is ringing in your head
With every step you tread
And every breath you take
Determination
Makes you run never stop
Got to win got to run 'til you drop
Keep the pace hold the race
Your mind is getting clearer
You're over half way there
But the miles they never seem to end
As if you're in a dream
Not getting anywhere
It seems so futile

Run on and on
Run on and on
The loneliness of the long distance runner

I've got to keep running the course
I've got to keep running and win at
All costs
I've got to keep going be strong
Must be so determined and push myself on

Run over stiles across fields
Turn to look at who's on your heels
Way ahead of the field
The line is getting nearer but do
You want the glory that goes
You reach the final stretch
Ideals are just a trace
You feel like throwing the race
It's all so futile


Iron Maiden

Lamento

25-04-2006

"E É dessa forma que o mundo encontrará o seu fim, não com uma explosão mas com um lamento" T.S. Elliot

More Closer

24-04-2006

"Dear Karen, I know that you'll never read what I am writing but, somehow, I'm finding the more i put down on paper, the closer I feel to you"

Frozen Images

23-04-2006

The wind sang tears for me
As the crow looks sad to me
Am I too young just to see
Remembering the days we pass
And the others who we condemned
Is this the price for negativity?
Feed my wound, holy child
Why you're gone, holy child
Embrace the cold tranquillity
The sun sang joys for me
AS the days pass tormently
But nothing erase your heart in mine
Another loose, another faith has gone
Forever doomed, what have you done
Am I too young to understand you
Feed my wound, holy child
Why you're gone, holy child
Embrace the cold tranquillity
Did you remember us
On your last days
Was the pain so strong
When temptation striked on you

Heavenwood

Sleep

22-04-2006

The Wise Man said to me:

"If one receives pain, he can sleep. If one inflicts pain, he cannot sleep."

Remembering The Past

21-04-2006

"Dear Karen, I'm writing you again even though I know you are gone. My hope is by remembering the past I can hel myself in the present"R

Rivendell

20-04-2006

Sunlight dances through the leaves
Soft winds stir the sighing trees
Lying in the warm grass
Feel the sun upon your face
Elven songs and endless nights
Sweet wine and soft relaxing lights
Time will never touch you
Here in this enchanted place

You feel there's something calling you
You're wanting to return
To where the misty mountains rise and friendly fires burn
A place you can escape the world
Where the dark lord cannot go
Peace of mind and sanctuary by loud water's flow

I've traveled now for many miles
It feels so good to see the smiles of
Friends who never left your mind
When you were far away
From the golden light of coming dawn
Till the twilight where the sun is gone
We treasure every season
And every passing day

We feel the coming of a new day
Darkness gives way to light a new way
Stop here for a while until the world
The world calls you away
Yet you know I've had the feeling
Standing with my senses reeling
This is the place to grow old 'til
I reach my final day.

Rush

Wasting Time

19-04-2006

The Wise Man said to me:

"Don't waste your time thinking in the time you waste"

The Man's Perfection

18-04-2006

"I stand before the masters who witnessed the genesis, who were the authors of their own forms, who walked the dark, circuitous passages of their own becoming. When the story is written and the end is good with man perfected, the mighty shout of Osiris will lift man into heaven."

The Egyptian Book Of The Dead

Wilderness

17-04-2006

To see those tears gleam in her eyes
I am so sadly mesmerized
I am nothing without you
So full of bliss about you

Angel...
Time is a wilderness
A vast desert of age

The sadness in your eyes
Lost faith
I realized why you cried
Now I realized why...

Angel...
Time is a wilderness
A vast desert of age

Chant my holy name
As the clouds descend
Storms blow by, and
Your name is written in the sand
So far away...

I see those tears gleam in her eyes
So sadly mesmerized
I am nothing without you
No, I'll never doubt you... oh, love

Angel...
Time is a wilderness
A vast desert of age

That sadness in your eyes
Lost faith
Now I've realized why.

- (Angel losing faith) -
You cried... "I fear for life"
I sighed...
Then you died

You cried...
"Why am I an angel losing faith?"

The Blood Divine

Not The Worst Idea

16-04-2006

"Dear Karen, I'm afraid. Just when I think it is all going to get easier, I close my eyes and I see you in my arms. It's as if a hole were torn open in the center of my chest. After a while, it start to close up and...saomeone has a laugh that sounds like you or wears a perfume that smells like you and...it tears the hole wide open again. I don't feel like eating. I find it hard to concentrate. I can't do my job, Karen. I can't live my life. It's gotten so bad that now Foggy is worried. And as you may remember, when Foggy gets worried he starts to look for solutions. Seems he's come up with a suggestion-I don't know where he gets these things- that I write you a letter, about how I'm feeling. To get it all out. I've decided it was not the worst idea in the world."

Mat

15-04-2006

The Wise Man said to me:

"The measure of a man is not in how he gets knocked down to the mat, it is in how he gets up"

Lack Of Comprehension

14-04-2006

A condeming fear strikes down
Things they cannot understand
An excuse to cover up weaknesses that lie within
Lies
Laying your guilt and pain
On people that had no part in the molding of a life
That creates its destruction
Lies
Right before your very eyes
A reflection of the mistakes
To the end you will deny
Your part in the demise of a life
Lack of comprehension
Thriving on your cliche
Compelled by self-resentment

Reaching into the minds of those that created
The depression in which they
In which they drowned their flesh and blood
Lies
So easy to blame the
Everlasting fear on a pathetic attempt
To justify the ending of life
Lies
Right before your very eyes
A reflection of the mistakes
To the end you will deny
Your part in the demise of a life
Lack of comprehension
Thriving on your cliche
Compelled by self-resentment

Death