13-04-2006
The wise Man said to me:
"When one doesn't have any luck, even dogs take a leak on him"L
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Lost Wisdom
12-04-2006
"An underground repository containing wisdom from the lost civilization of Atlantis lies between the paws of the sphinx. This hall of records will be rediscoveres when the time has beem fullfilled"
Edgar Cayce
"An underground repository containing wisdom from the lost civilization of Atlantis lies between the paws of the sphinx. This hall of records will be rediscoveres when the time has beem fullfilled"
Edgar Cayce
Low
11-04-2006
Fuel the fire for war
It's man against mankind
Bruises that they bear
Been beaten down with time
Innocent people suffer the loss
Your broken hope so close to the cross
Sometimes, you just don't know
How low... how low you can go...
So low it's sickening
Low... Low... show some mercy...
Hey you piece of shit
Just leave the kids alone
Why can't you bear
The things that we endure
Innocent people suffer the loss
Lost hope with faith to the cross
Sometimes, you just don't know
How low... how low you can go...
Show some sympathy
Low... Low... show some mercy...
I don't like you for your warped demented ways
I hope the lock you down, so you never get away
Low... Low... show some sympathy
Low... Low... show some mercy...
Testament
Fuel the fire for war
It's man against mankind
Bruises that they bear
Been beaten down with time
Innocent people suffer the loss
Your broken hope so close to the cross
Sometimes, you just don't know
How low... how low you can go...
So low it's sickening
Low... Low... show some mercy...
Hey you piece of shit
Just leave the kids alone
Why can't you bear
The things that we endure
Innocent people suffer the loss
Lost hope with faith to the cross
Sometimes, you just don't know
How low... how low you can go...
Show some sympathy
Low... Low... show some mercy...
I don't like you for your warped demented ways
I hope the lock you down, so you never get away
Low... Low... show some sympathy
Low... Low... show some mercy...
Testament
Initiation
09-04-2006
"In a secret location below the paws of the sphinx is a bronze door, its opening triggered by a hidden spring. Initiates entering the room beyond this door may attain masterhood"
Iamblichus
"In a secret location below the paws of the sphinx is a bronze door, its opening triggered by a hidden spring. Initiates entering the room beyond this door may attain masterhood"
Iamblichus
Epitaph
08-04-2006
The wall on which the prophets wrote
Is cracking at the seams.
Upon the instruments of death
The sunlight brightly gleams.
When every man is torn apart
With nightmares and with dreams,
Will no one lay the laurel wreath
As silence drowns the screams.
Between the iron gates of fate,
The seeds of time were sown,
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known;
Knowledge is a deadly friend
When no one sets the rules.
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools.
Confusion will be my epitaph.
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back
And laugh.
But I fear tomorrow I’ll be crying,
Yes I fear tomorrow I’ll be crying.
King Crimson
The wall on which the prophets wrote
Is cracking at the seams.
Upon the instruments of death
The sunlight brightly gleams.
When every man is torn apart
With nightmares and with dreams,
Will no one lay the laurel wreath
As silence drowns the screams.
Between the iron gates of fate,
The seeds of time were sown,
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known;
Knowledge is a deadly friend
When no one sets the rules.
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools.
Confusion will be my epitaph.
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back
And laugh.
But I fear tomorrow I’ll be crying,
Yes I fear tomorrow I’ll be crying.
King Crimson
Desert
06-04-2006
The Wise Man said to me:
"Love is a desert full of illusions. Within you can find your salvation or your damnation."
The Wise Man said to me:
"Love is a desert full of illusions. Within you can find your salvation or your damnation."
You've Lost That Loving Feeling
05-04-2006
You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.
And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.
You're trying hard not to show it, (baby).
But baby, baby I know it...
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.
Now there's no welcome look in your eyes when I reach for you.
And now your're starting to critisize little things I do.
It makes me just feel like crying, (baby).
'Cause baby, something in you is dying.
ou lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah
Baby, baby, I get down on my knees for you.
If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.
We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.
So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.
Baby (baby), baby (baby),
I beg of you please...please,
I need your love (I need your love), I need your love (I need your love),
So bring it on back (So bring it on back), Bring it on back (so bring it on back).
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...gone,
and I can't go on,
noooo...
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...
Righteous Brothers
(aaaaaaaaaah eu era jovem e tinha sonhos)
You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.
And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.
You're trying hard not to show it, (baby).
But baby, baby I know it...
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.
Now there's no welcome look in your eyes when I reach for you.
And now your're starting to critisize little things I do.
It makes me just feel like crying, (baby).
'Cause baby, something in you is dying.
ou lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah
Baby, baby, I get down on my knees for you.
If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.
We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.
So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.
Baby (baby), baby (baby),
I beg of you please...please,
I need your love (I need your love), I need your love (I need your love),
So bring it on back (So bring it on back), Bring it on back (so bring it on back).
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...gone,
and I can't go on,
noooo...
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...
Righteous Brothers
(aaaaaaaaaah eu era jovem e tinha sonhos)
Towards The Sun
04-04-2006
"I think continually of those who were great, the names of those who in their lives, fought for life, who wore at their hearts the fire's center. Born of the sun, they travelled a short while towards the sun and left the vivid air signed with their honor."
- Sir Stephen Spender
"I think continually of those who were great, the names of those who in their lives, fought for life, who wore at their hearts the fire's center. Born of the sun, they travelled a short while towards the sun and left the vivid air signed with their honor."
- Sir Stephen Spender
The Trial
31-03-2006
E aqui fica encerrado este ciclo da loucura onde juntei o Batman, Joker, diversos autores e músicas. E que maneira melhor de terminar com A banda.
Good morning Worm your honour
The crown will plainly show
The prisoner who now stands before you
Was caught red handed showing feelings
Showing feelings of an almost human nature
This will not do
CALL THE SCHOOLMASTER
I always said he'd come to no good
In the end your honour
If they'd let me have my way I could
Have flayed him into shape
But my hands were tied
The bleeding hearts and artists
Let him get away with murder
Let me hammer him today
Crazy toys in the attic I AM CRAZY
Truly gone fishing
They must have taken my marbles away
Crazy toys in the attic he is crazy
You little shit, you're in it now
I hope they throw away the key
You should talked to me more often
Than you did, but no you had to
Go your own way. Have you broken any homes up lately?
"Just five minutes Worm your honour him and me alone"
Baaaaaabe
Come to mother baby let me hold you in my arms
M'Lord I never wanted him to get in any trouble
Why'd he ever have to leave me
Worm your honour let me take him home
Crazy over the rainbow I AM CRAZY
Bars in the window
There must have been a door there in the wall
When I came in
Crazy over the rainbow he is crazy
The evidence before the court is
Incontrovertible, there's no need for
The jury to retire
In all my years of judging
I have never heard before of
Some one more deserving
The full penalty of law
The way you made them suffer
Your exquisite wife and mother
Fills me with an urge to defecate
Since my friend you have revealed your deepest fear
I sentence you to be exposed before your peers
Tear down the wall
Pink FloydT
E aqui fica encerrado este ciclo da loucura onde juntei o Batman, Joker, diversos autores e músicas. E que maneira melhor de terminar com A banda.
Good morning Worm your honour
The crown will plainly show
The prisoner who now stands before you
Was caught red handed showing feelings
Showing feelings of an almost human nature
This will not do
CALL THE SCHOOLMASTER
I always said he'd come to no good
In the end your honour
If they'd let me have my way I could
Have flayed him into shape
But my hands were tied
The bleeding hearts and artists
Let him get away with murder
Let me hammer him today
Crazy toys in the attic I AM CRAZY
Truly gone fishing
They must have taken my marbles away
Crazy toys in the attic he is crazy
You little shit, you're in it now
I hope they throw away the key
You should talked to me more often
Than you did, but no you had to
Go your own way. Have you broken any homes up lately?
"Just five minutes Worm your honour him and me alone"
Baaaaaabe
Come to mother baby let me hold you in my arms
M'Lord I never wanted him to get in any trouble
Why'd he ever have to leave me
Worm your honour let me take him home
Crazy over the rainbow I AM CRAZY
Bars in the window
There must have been a door there in the wall
When I came in
Crazy over the rainbow he is crazy
The evidence before the court is
Incontrovertible, there's no need for
The jury to retire
In all my years of judging
I have never heard before of
Some one more deserving
The full penalty of law
The way you made them suffer
Your exquisite wife and mother
Fills me with an urge to defecate
Since my friend you have revealed your deepest fear
I sentence you to be exposed before your peers
Tear down the wall
Pink FloydT
saio Sobre A Loucura Pt 6
29-03-2006
"Click click click
-Raios partam...está vazia! Então? Estás à espera de quê? Eu atirei numa rapariga indefesa, aterrorizei um velhote. Porque não me dás um enxerto de porrada, para receberes a ovação do público?
-Porque vou fazer isto legalmente...e porque não quero. Estás a entender? Eu não quero magoar-te. Eu não quero que acabemos por nos amtar um ao outro. Mas estamos a ficar sem alternativas...e ambos sabemos isso. Talvez esta seja a última noite. Talvez esta seja a última oportunidade de resolvermos esta questão. Se não aceitares, vamos entrar num caminho suicida. Os dois, até à morte. Não tem que ser assim. Alguma coisa estragou a tua vida, mas quem sabe? Talvez me tenha acontecido o mesmo. Talvez eu possa ajudar. Podíamos trabalhar juntos. Eu podia regenerar-te. Não terias que voltar a essa vida. Não terias que ficar sozinho. Não teriamos que matar-nos um ao outro. O que achas?
-Não. Desculpa, mas...não, é tarde para isso. Demasiado tarde. Ha ha ha... sabes, é engraçado...esta situação faz-me lembrar uma piada...era uma vez dois malucos num manicómio. Decidiram que iam fugir! Então eles sobem para o telhado e dali, separados por uma pequena distância, vêem os telhados da cidade, estendidos ao luar...estendidos até à liberdade. O primeiro maluco salta sem problemas. Mas o amigo dele não se atreve a dar o salto. É que...é que ele tem medo de cair. Então o primeiro maluco tem uma ideia... ele diz"Ei! Eu trouxe uma lanterna! Vou apontá-la sobre o espaço entre os edifícios. Só tens que caminhar por cima da luz e vir ter comigo!" mas o segundo maluco responde que não com a cabeça. Diz ele...diz ele"Mas tu achas que eu sou maluco ou quê? Tu desligavas a lanterna a meio caminho!" Ha ha ha ha ha! fnf Oh, desculpa lá, mas.. ha ha ha ha ha!
-Heh!"
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John HigginsEn
"Click click click
-Raios partam...está vazia! Então? Estás à espera de quê? Eu atirei numa rapariga indefesa, aterrorizei um velhote. Porque não me dás um enxerto de porrada, para receberes a ovação do público?
-Porque vou fazer isto legalmente...e porque não quero. Estás a entender? Eu não quero magoar-te. Eu não quero que acabemos por nos amtar um ao outro. Mas estamos a ficar sem alternativas...e ambos sabemos isso. Talvez esta seja a última noite. Talvez esta seja a última oportunidade de resolvermos esta questão. Se não aceitares, vamos entrar num caminho suicida. Os dois, até à morte. Não tem que ser assim. Alguma coisa estragou a tua vida, mas quem sabe? Talvez me tenha acontecido o mesmo. Talvez eu possa ajudar. Podíamos trabalhar juntos. Eu podia regenerar-te. Não terias que voltar a essa vida. Não terias que ficar sozinho. Não teriamos que matar-nos um ao outro. O que achas?
-Não. Desculpa, mas...não, é tarde para isso. Demasiado tarde. Ha ha ha... sabes, é engraçado...esta situação faz-me lembrar uma piada...era uma vez dois malucos num manicómio. Decidiram que iam fugir! Então eles sobem para o telhado e dali, separados por uma pequena distância, vêem os telhados da cidade, estendidos ao luar...estendidos até à liberdade. O primeiro maluco salta sem problemas. Mas o amigo dele não se atreve a dar o salto. É que...é que ele tem medo de cair. Então o primeiro maluco tem uma ideia... ele diz"Ei! Eu trouxe uma lanterna! Vou apontá-la sobre o espaço entre os edifícios. Só tens que caminhar por cima da luz e vir ter comigo!" mas o segundo maluco responde que não com a cabeça. Diz ele...diz ele"Mas tu achas que eu sou maluco ou quê? Tu desligavas a lanterna a meio caminho!" Ha ha ha ha ha! fnf Oh, desculpa lá, mas.. ha ha ha ha ha!
-Heh!"
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John HigginsEn
I'm Going Slightly Mad
28-03-2006
When the outside temperature rises
And the meaning is oh so clear
One thousand and one yellow daffodils
Begin to dance in front of you - oh dear
Are they trying to tell you something
You're missing that one final screw
You're simply not in the pink my dear
To be honest you haven't got a clue
I'm going slightly mad, I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened - happened
It finally happened - oooh oh
It finally happened... I'm slightly mad
Oh dear
I'm one card short of a full deck
I'm not quite the shilling
One wave short of a shipwreck
I'm not my usual top billing
I'm coming down with a fever
I'm really out to sea
This kettle is boiling over
I think I'm a banana tree
Oh dear
I'm going slightly mad, I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened - happened
It finally happened - uh huh
It finally happened... I'm slightly mad
Oh dear
Oooh, oooh, ah, ah
Oooh, oooh, ah, ah
I'm knitting with only one needle
Unravelling fast it's true
I'm driving only three wheels these days
But my dear how about you
I'm going slightly mad, I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened, It finally happened - oh yes
It finally happened, I'm slightly mad
Just very slightly mad
And there you have it
Queen
When the outside temperature rises
And the meaning is oh so clear
One thousand and one yellow daffodils
Begin to dance in front of you - oh dear
Are they trying to tell you something
You're missing that one final screw
You're simply not in the pink my dear
To be honest you haven't got a clue
I'm going slightly mad, I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened - happened
It finally happened - oooh oh
It finally happened... I'm slightly mad
Oh dear
I'm one card short of a full deck
I'm not quite the shilling
One wave short of a shipwreck
I'm not my usual top billing
I'm coming down with a fever
I'm really out to sea
This kettle is boiling over
I think I'm a banana tree
Oh dear
I'm going slightly mad, I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened - happened
It finally happened - uh huh
It finally happened... I'm slightly mad
Oh dear
Oooh, oooh, ah, ah
Oooh, oooh, ah, ah
I'm knitting with only one needle
Unravelling fast it's true
I'm driving only three wheels these days
But my dear how about you
I'm going slightly mad, I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened, It finally happened - oh yes
It finally happened, I'm slightly mad
Just very slightly mad
And there you have it
Queen
Ensaio Sobre A Loucura Pt 5
27-03-2006
"-Qual é o teu problema? O que te transformou naquilo que és? Uma namorada assassinada pela máfia, talvez? Um irmão esfaqueado por um assaltante? Algo assim, aposto. Algo assim... Isso também me aconteceu sabes? Eu...não sei exactamente o que foi. As minhas memórias nem sempre são as mesmas... já que tenho passado, prefiro que seja de escolha múltipla! Ha ha ha! Mas a questão é esta...eu fiquei louco. Quando vi que o mundo era uma piada de mau gosto, fiquei maluquinho! Admito que sim! E tu, porque não admites? Quer dizer, tu não és burrinho! Deves ver a realidade da situação. Sabes quantas vezes tivemos próximos da terceira guerra mundial por causa de um bandod e gansos no ecrã de um computador? sabes o que desencadeou a última grande gerra? Uma discussão sobre quantos postes de telégrafo a Alemanha devia aos seus países credores! Postes de telégrafo! HAhahaha! É tudo uma piada! Tudo aquilo a que as pessoas dão valor e pelo qual lutam...é tudo uma chalaça monstruosa e demente! Porque não consegues ver o lado divertido? Porque não te ris?
-Porque já ouvi essa antes..e nunca achei graça nenhuma.
-Aaah
-Já agora, eu falei com o comissário Gordon antes de vir atrás de ti. Ele está óptimo. Apesar dos teus joguinhos doentios, está tão bem como sempre. Talvez as pessoas comuns nem sempre quebrem. Talvez não haja necessidade de nos escondermos com todas as outras coisas nojentas sempre que temos problemas... talvez o problema fosse sempre teu."
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John Higgins
"-Qual é o teu problema? O que te transformou naquilo que és? Uma namorada assassinada pela máfia, talvez? Um irmão esfaqueado por um assaltante? Algo assim, aposto. Algo assim... Isso também me aconteceu sabes? Eu...não sei exactamente o que foi. As minhas memórias nem sempre são as mesmas... já que tenho passado, prefiro que seja de escolha múltipla! Ha ha ha! Mas a questão é esta...eu fiquei louco. Quando vi que o mundo era uma piada de mau gosto, fiquei maluquinho! Admito que sim! E tu, porque não admites? Quer dizer, tu não és burrinho! Deves ver a realidade da situação. Sabes quantas vezes tivemos próximos da terceira guerra mundial por causa de um bandod e gansos no ecrã de um computador? sabes o que desencadeou a última grande gerra? Uma discussão sobre quantos postes de telégrafo a Alemanha devia aos seus países credores! Postes de telégrafo! HAhahaha! É tudo uma piada! Tudo aquilo a que as pessoas dão valor e pelo qual lutam...é tudo uma chalaça monstruosa e demente! Porque não consegues ver o lado divertido? Porque não te ris?
-Porque já ouvi essa antes..e nunca achei graça nenhuma.
-Aaah
-Já agora, eu falei com o comissário Gordon antes de vir atrás de ti. Ele está óptimo. Apesar dos teus joguinhos doentios, está tão bem como sempre. Talvez as pessoas comuns nem sempre quebrem. Talvez não haja necessidade de nos escondermos com todas as outras coisas nojentas sempre que temos problemas... talvez o problema fosse sempre teu."
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John Higgins
Institutionalized
26-03-2006
Sometimes I try to do things, and it just don't turn out the way I wanted to
And I get real frustrated, it's like, I take my time and I try real hard,
But no matter what I do and no matter what I try it never works out,
It's like I concentrate on it real hard, but it never works out,
it's like I need some time to figure these things out, but there's always someone there going:
- Hey Mike, you know, we been noticing you've been having alot of problems lately,
You know, and like maybe you should talk about it, you'd feel alot better.
And I go:
- No, it's ok, I now have some problems, I'll figure it out myself,
Just leave me alone I'll figure it out.
And they go:
- Why don't you talk about it, you'll feel alot better?
And I go:
- No, I don't want to, just leave me alone, I'll figure it out myself!
And they keep on bugging me and it builds up inside, it builds up inside...
So you're gonna be institutionalized
You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
You won't have any say
They'll brainwash you until you see their way
I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
I was sitting in my room, and I was like staring at the walls thinking about everything
But then again I was thinking about nothing, and then my mom came in
And I didn't notice she was there and she calls my name and I didn't hear her
And then she started screaming:
- Mike, Mike!
And I go:
- What, what's the matter?
She goes:
- What's the matter with you?
I say:
- Nothing mom.
She goes:
- Don't tell me nothing, you're on drugs!
I go:
- No mom, I'm not on drugs, I'm ok, I'm just thinking, you know, why don't you get me a Pepsi?
She goes:
- No, you're on drugs, you're crazy, normal people won't be acting that way!
I go:
- Mom, I'm all right, I'm just thinking, you know, so why don't you, like give me a Pepsi?
And she goes:
- No, you're crazy!
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me, just one Pepsi.
They give you a white shirt with long sleeves
Tied around you're back, you're treated like thieves
Drug you up because they're lazy
It's too much work to help a crazy
I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go:
- Mike, we need to talk to you.
And I said:
- Okay, what's the matter?
They go:
- Well me and your mom, we been noticing lately you've been having alot of
problems, and you haven't been acting like yourself, and we're afraid that
you're going to hurt somebody, and we're afraid that you're gonna hurt
yourself, so we decided that it would be in YOUR best interest if we put
YOU somewhere where you could get the help that YOU need...
And I said:
- Wait, what are we talking about?! We decided?! MY best interest?!
How can you know, how can YOU say what my best interest is?
What are you trying to say? I'm crazy? When I went to YOUR schools,
I went to YOUR churches, I went to YOUR institutional learning facilities.
So how can you say that I'm crazy?
They say they're gonna fix my brain
Alleviate my suffering and my pain
But by the time they fix my head
Mentally I'll be dead
I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
It doesn't matter I'll probably get hit by a car anyway.
Aahaahahah
Suicidal Tendencies
Sometimes I try to do things, and it just don't turn out the way I wanted to
And I get real frustrated, it's like, I take my time and I try real hard,
But no matter what I do and no matter what I try it never works out,
It's like I concentrate on it real hard, but it never works out,
it's like I need some time to figure these things out, but there's always someone there going:
- Hey Mike, you know, we been noticing you've been having alot of problems lately,
You know, and like maybe you should talk about it, you'd feel alot better.
And I go:
- No, it's ok, I now have some problems, I'll figure it out myself,
Just leave me alone I'll figure it out.
And they go:
- Why don't you talk about it, you'll feel alot better?
And I go:
- No, I don't want to, just leave me alone, I'll figure it out myself!
And they keep on bugging me and it builds up inside, it builds up inside...
So you're gonna be institutionalized
You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes
You won't have any say
They'll brainwash you until you see their way
I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
I was sitting in my room, and I was like staring at the walls thinking about everything
But then again I was thinking about nothing, and then my mom came in
And I didn't notice she was there and she calls my name and I didn't hear her
And then she started screaming:
- Mike, Mike!
And I go:
- What, what's the matter?
She goes:
- What's the matter with you?
I say:
- Nothing mom.
She goes:
- Don't tell me nothing, you're on drugs!
I go:
- No mom, I'm not on drugs, I'm ok, I'm just thinking, you know, why don't you get me a Pepsi?
She goes:
- No, you're on drugs, you're crazy, normal people won't be acting that way!
I go:
- Mom, I'm all right, I'm just thinking, you know, so why don't you, like give me a Pepsi?
And she goes:
- No, you're crazy!
All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me, just one Pepsi.
They give you a white shirt with long sleeves
Tied around you're back, you're treated like thieves
Drug you up because they're lazy
It's too much work to help a crazy
I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
I was sitting in my room and my mom and my dad came in and they pulled up a chair and they sat down, they go:
- Mike, we need to talk to you.
And I said:
- Okay, what's the matter?
They go:
- Well me and your mom, we been noticing lately you've been having alot of
problems, and you haven't been acting like yourself, and we're afraid that
you're going to hurt somebody, and we're afraid that you're gonna hurt
yourself, so we decided that it would be in YOUR best interest if we put
YOU somewhere where you could get the help that YOU need...
And I said:
- Wait, what are we talking about?! We decided?! MY best interest?!
How can you know, how can YOU say what my best interest is?
What are you trying to say? I'm crazy? When I went to YOUR schools,
I went to YOUR churches, I went to YOUR institutional learning facilities.
So how can you say that I'm crazy?
They say they're gonna fix my brain
Alleviate my suffering and my pain
But by the time they fix my head
Mentally I'll be dead
I'm not crazy - institutionalized
You're the one who's crazy - institutionalized
You're driving me crazy - institutionalized
They stuck me in an institution
Said it was the only solution
To give me the needed professional help
To protect me from the enemy, myself
It doesn't matter I'll probably get hit by a car anyway.
Aahaahahah
Suicidal Tendencies
...
25-03-2006
“Vengeance, deep-brooding o'er the slain, Had locked the source of softer woe, And burning pride and high disdain Forbade the rising tear to flow”
Sir Walter Scott
“Vengeance, deep-brooding o'er the slain, Had locked the source of softer woe, And burning pride and high disdain Forbade the rising tear to flow”
Sir Walter Scott
Ensaio Sobre A Loucura Pt4
24-03-2006
"- Então...vejo que recebeste o bilhete que te enviei. Ainda bem! Queria tanto que viesses. Sabes, não me importo que me apanhes e me metas outra vez no asilo... o Gordon está louco. Já dei o exemplo que queria. Demonstrei que não há diferença nenhuma entre mim e as outras pessoas! Basta um dia mau para reduzir o homem mais são a um maluco. É a distância que vai do mundo até mim. Um dia mau. Tu já tiveste um dia mau, certo? Claro que sim. Eu sei. Eu também tive um dia mau e tudo mudou. E por isso que te vestes como um rato voador não é? Tiveste um dia mau e ficaste tão louco como toda a gente...só que não o admites! Continuas a fingir que a vida faz sentido. Que há uma razão de ser para toda esta luta. Óptimo, porque me dás vómitos."
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John Higgins
"- Então...vejo que recebeste o bilhete que te enviei. Ainda bem! Queria tanto que viesses. Sabes, não me importo que me apanhes e me metas outra vez no asilo... o Gordon está louco. Já dei o exemplo que queria. Demonstrei que não há diferença nenhuma entre mim e as outras pessoas! Basta um dia mau para reduzir o homem mais são a um maluco. É a distância que vai do mundo até mim. Um dia mau. Tu já tiveste um dia mau, certo? Claro que sim. Eu sei. Eu também tive um dia mau e tudo mudou. E por isso que te vestes como um rato voador não é? Tiveste um dia mau e ficaste tão louco como toda a gente...só que não o admites! Continuas a fingir que a vida faz sentido. Que há uma razão de ser para toda esta luta. Óptimo, porque me dás vómitos."
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John Higgins
Sweating Bullets
23-03-2006
Hello me ... Meet the real me
And my misfits way of life
A dark black past is my
Most valued possessions
Hindsight is always 20-20
But looking back it's still a bit fuzzy
Speak of mutually assured destruction?
Nice story ... Tell it to Reader's Digest !!!
Feeling paranoid
True enemy or false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me, and
My air is getting thin
I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet
I'm chomping at the bit and my
Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets
Hello me ... It's me again
You can subdue, but never tame me
It gives me a migraine headache
Thinking DOWN to your level
Yea, just keep on thinking it's my fault
And stay an inch or two outta kicking distance
Mankind has got to know
His limitations
Feeling claustrophobic
Like the walls are closing in
Blood stains on my hands and
I don't know where I've been
I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet
I'm sharpening the axe, and my
Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets
Well, me ... It's nice talking to myself
A credit to dementia
Some day you too will know my pain
And smile its blacktooth grin
If the WAR inside my head
Won't take a day off I'll be dead
My icy fingers claw your back
Here I come again
Feeling paranoid
True enemy or false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me, and
And my air is getting thin
Feeling claustrophobic
Like the walls are closing in
Blood stains on my hands and
I don't know where I've been
Once you COMMITTED me
Now you've acquited me
Claiming validity
For your stupidity
I'm chomping at the bit
I'm sharpening the axe
Here I come again, whoa!
Sweating bullets
Megadeth
Hello me ... Meet the real me
And my misfits way of life
A dark black past is my
Most valued possessions
Hindsight is always 20-20
But looking back it's still a bit fuzzy
Speak of mutually assured destruction?
Nice story ... Tell it to Reader's Digest !!!
Feeling paranoid
True enemy or false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me, and
My air is getting thin
I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet
I'm chomping at the bit and my
Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets
Hello me ... It's me again
You can subdue, but never tame me
It gives me a migraine headache
Thinking DOWN to your level
Yea, just keep on thinking it's my fault
And stay an inch or two outta kicking distance
Mankind has got to know
His limitations
Feeling claustrophobic
Like the walls are closing in
Blood stains on my hands and
I don't know where I've been
I'm in trouble for the things
I haven't got to yet
I'm sharpening the axe, and my
Palms are getting wet, sweating bullets
Well, me ... It's nice talking to myself
A credit to dementia
Some day you too will know my pain
And smile its blacktooth grin
If the WAR inside my head
Won't take a day off I'll be dead
My icy fingers claw your back
Here I come again
Feeling paranoid
True enemy or false friend?
Anxiety's attacking me, and
And my air is getting thin
Feeling claustrophobic
Like the walls are closing in
Blood stains on my hands and
I don't know where I've been
Once you COMMITTED me
Now you've acquited me
Claiming validity
For your stupidity
I'm chomping at the bit
I'm sharpening the axe
Here I come again, whoa!
Sweating bullets
Megadeth
Nothingness
22-03-2006
"And so I walk where Tanya walked before me... Into the searing light which banishes all darkness...surrendering my face and form to atoms of dust seeking the true darkness of peace...the cool shadows of eternity... and the unknown fate of nothingness"
"And so I walk where Tanya walked before me... Into the searing light which banishes all darkness...surrendering my face and form to atoms of dust seeking the true darkness of peace...the cool shadows of eternity... and the unknown fate of nothingness"
Ensaio Sobre A Loucura Pt 3
21-03-2006
"-Ahihihihihihih. É tão engraçado. É tão engraçado.
-Senhoras e senhores! Vocês leram os jornais! Agora palpitem de emoção ao contemplarem, mesmo diante dos vossos olhos o erro mais raro e trágico da natureza! Apresento-vos o homem comum!
-Ooooh...
-Fisicamente vulgar, mas com um conjunto de valores distorcido. Reparem na importância que ele confere à humanidade, nas consciência social à "pé rapado" e no optimismo atrofiado. Não é coisa para medricas, pois não? O mais repulsivo é esta noção frágil e vã de ordem e sanidade. Se lhe colocarmos muito peso às costas...el quebra. Como será que ele sobrevive, perguntam vocês? Como é que este pobre e patético espécime sobrevive neste mundo irracional e penoso? Infelizmente, a resposta é "não muito bem". Ao enfrentar a realidade da existência humana - loucura, incerteza e inutilidade, um em cada oito destes homens comuns não aguenta e é dominado pela escravidão da insanidade. Quem o pode culpar? Num mundo tão psicótico como este...qualquer outra resposta seria loucura!"
"-Ahihihihihihih. É tão engraçado. É tão engraçado.
-Senhoras e senhores! Vocês leram os jornais! Agora palpitem de emoção ao contemplarem, mesmo diante dos vossos olhos o erro mais raro e trágico da natureza! Apresento-vos o homem comum!
-Ooooh...
-Fisicamente vulgar, mas com um conjunto de valores distorcido. Reparem na importância que ele confere à humanidade, nas consciência social à "pé rapado" e no optimismo atrofiado. Não é coisa para medricas, pois não? O mais repulsivo é esta noção frágil e vã de ordem e sanidade. Se lhe colocarmos muito peso às costas...el quebra. Como será que ele sobrevive, perguntam vocês? Como é que este pobre e patético espécime sobrevive neste mundo irracional e penoso? Infelizmente, a resposta é "não muito bem". Ao enfrentar a realidade da existência humana - loucura, incerteza e inutilidade, um em cada oito destes homens comuns não aguenta e é dominado pela escravidão da insanidade. Quem o pode culpar? Num mundo tão psicótico como este...qualquer outra resposta seria loucura!"
Welcome Home (Sanitarium)
20-03-2006
Welcome to where time stands still
no one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
that dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
can't they see it's why my brain says Rage
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
and cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
but violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
he's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
but they think this saves us from our hell
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium!
Just leave me the FUCK alone!!
Fear of living on
natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly word
seems the only way
for reaching out again.
Metallica
Welcome to where time stands still
no one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
that dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
can't they see it's why my brain says Rage
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
and cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
but violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
he's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
but they think this saves us from our hell
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium!
Just leave me the FUCK alone!!
Fear of living on
natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly word
seems the only way
for reaching out again.
Metallica
Dislike
19-03-2006
The Wise Man Told me:
"Never underestimate the power of those you dislike, they may show you the reason why you dislike them"
The Wise Man Told me:
"Never underestimate the power of those you dislike, they may show you the reason why you dislike them"
Ensaio Sobre A Loucura Parte 2
18-03-2006
"-A-A-AH! Levante a cabeça, comissário! Não vale a pena esconder os olhos no comboio fantasma, seu gato medricas.
-AAA!
-Oh eu sei...está confuso. Está assustado. Quem não estaria? Que situação tão complicada! Sabe, a vida não é sempre um mar de rosas e às vezes vamos ao fundo, mas nunca se esqueça... Música, maestro... Quando o mundo chora em desespero e os jornais caem no exagero, quando há violações, fome, guerra e outras coisas funestas. Eu faço algo que lhe vou ensinar, para que possa limar todas as arestas. Fico looooooouquinho, que nem um mosquito atrás da lua azul. Louquinho da silva, quer vire norte , quer vire a sul...viver em cela almofadada dá uma enorme garantia. Temos quarto de borracha e duas injecções por dia. É só ficar loooooooouquinho, com overdoses de alegria, sempre a meio do caminho. Se a raça humana desespera, sobreviver é uma quimera. Os sãos que levem os rolos, mas nós os loucos...é mais bolos! Quando somos loooooooooouquinhos, a dor que se lixe. A terra é muito pequena e o universo tão fixe...!
Se estás a sofrer e o mal nunca te esquece...não te vingues...ENLOUQUECE!"
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John Higgins
"-A-A-AH! Levante a cabeça, comissário! Não vale a pena esconder os olhos no comboio fantasma, seu gato medricas.
-AAA!
-Oh eu sei...está confuso. Está assustado. Quem não estaria? Que situação tão complicada! Sabe, a vida não é sempre um mar de rosas e às vezes vamos ao fundo, mas nunca se esqueça... Música, maestro... Quando o mundo chora em desespero e os jornais caem no exagero, quando há violações, fome, guerra e outras coisas funestas. Eu faço algo que lhe vou ensinar, para que possa limar todas as arestas. Fico looooooouquinho, que nem um mosquito atrás da lua azul. Louquinho da silva, quer vire norte , quer vire a sul...viver em cela almofadada dá uma enorme garantia. Temos quarto de borracha e duas injecções por dia. É só ficar loooooooouquinho, com overdoses de alegria, sempre a meio do caminho. Se a raça humana desespera, sobreviver é uma quimera. Os sãos que levem os rolos, mas nós os loucos...é mais bolos! Quando somos loooooooooouquinhos, a dor que se lixe. A terra é muito pequena e o universo tão fixe...!
Se estás a sofrer e o mal nunca te esquece...não te vingues...ENLOUQUECE!"
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John Higgins
Suffer The Children
17-03-2006
Your unflappable conception moralistic views
Never open to criticism your overpowering ruse
Promises of sanctuary in eternal bliss
With starry eyes and cash in hand
Pledge all to the masters plan
Just face the truth or fund the farce
At one with your god your sole intent
Your treasured place assured
For a substantial rent
Global lucancy death threats for supposed blasphemy
No room for free thought
All non believers pushed to the floor
Agressive tyrans supposed saints for the cause
Judgement through force faith a fuel for pointless war
When all is done who shall benefit? Who is the one?
Not those dictators divine waving their deceintful wands
Napalm Death
Your unflappable conception moralistic views
Never open to criticism your overpowering ruse
Promises of sanctuary in eternal bliss
With starry eyes and cash in hand
Pledge all to the masters plan
Just face the truth or fund the farce
At one with your god your sole intent
Your treasured place assured
For a substantial rent
Global lucancy death threats for supposed blasphemy
No room for free thought
All non believers pushed to the floor
Agressive tyrans supposed saints for the cause
Judgement through force faith a fuel for pointless war
When all is done who shall benefit? Who is the one?
Not those dictators divine waving their deceintful wands
Napalm Death
Wrong Messiah
16-03-2006
"-But by the way, are you aware that to some people...you are not real? To others you're very real...but entirely supernatural...There are even those who...worship you.
-There are those who worship money, Ariane, but it seldom improves their lives...nor does the money care.
-Amen, baby."
"-But by the way, are you aware that to some people...you are not real? To others you're very real...but entirely supernatural...There are even those who...worship you.
-There are those who worship money, Ariane, but it seldom improves their lives...nor does the money care.
-Amen, baby."
Lessons
15-03-2006
The Wise Man said to me:
"The lessons you learn early are the ones that stay with you the longest"
The Wise Man said to me:
"The lessons you learn early are the ones that stay with you the longest"
I Can't
14-03-2006
I can't laugh I can't cry I can't see inside of me
Don't know the reason why
I ain't straight
And I ain't high
I'm the ugly in between
Can't live and I can't die
I wanna scream
And I can't win
My life's a living soundtrack
For a human horror film
I can't feel
And I can't love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough
I can't laugh
And I can't smile
I'll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die
I can't love
And I can't feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me
I can't fuck
I can't feel
I'm one bizzare motherfucker
What the fuck's inside of me
I'll kill the beast so to free my soul
And smash the mirrors that won't let me go
Oh if there's a smile that ya see
It's only the clockwork orange that's in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
I'll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengence that's in me
And bury the mirror that's inside me
W.A.S.P.
I can't laugh I can't cry I can't see inside of me
Don't know the reason why
I ain't straight
And I ain't high
I'm the ugly in between
Can't live and I can't die
I wanna scream
And I can't win
My life's a living soundtrack
For a human horror film
I can't feel
And I can't love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough
I can't laugh
And I can't smile
I'll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die
I can't love
And I can't feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me
I can't fuck
I can't feel
I'm one bizzare motherfucker
What the fuck's inside of me
I'll kill the beast so to free my soul
And smash the mirrors that won't let me go
Oh if there's a smile that ya see
It's only the clockwork orange that's in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
I'll sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengence that's in me
And bury the mirror that's inside me
W.A.S.P.
Immortality
13-03-2006
"Immortality is a form of dictatorship of life over death. Since I am a dictator and alive all that remains for me is to become imortal and this I will become! Even if it kills me!"
"Immortality is a form of dictatorship of life over death. Since I am a dictator and alive all that remains for me is to become imortal and this I will become! Even if it kills me!"
Ensaio Sobre A Loucura Pt 1
12-03-2006
"-Tu. Oh não. Eu... eu lembro-me
- Lembras-te? Ohh, eu não faria isso. É muito perigoso. O passado é um tempo cheio de preocupações e ansiedades. É melhor deixá-lo no passado, não acha? Ha ha ha. A memória é tão traiçoeira. Num momento estamos perdidos num carnaval de prazeres, com os aromas fortes da infência, os neons brilhantes da puberdade, todos aqueles rebuçadinhos sentimentais... de repente, a memória coloca-nos num caminho que não queremos percorrer...até um local escuro e frio, preenchido com as formas ambíguas de coisas que pensávamos ter esquecido. As memórias podem ser perversas, repulsivas, brutais, como as crianças, acho eu ahahah. Mas poderemos viver sem elas? A nossa racionalidade basei-ase em memórias. Se não conseguirmos enfrentá-las estaremos a negar a nossa própria razão de ser!. E porque não? Não temos nenhum vínculo contratual com a racionalidade. Não existe uma cláusula de sanidade! Por isso, se for apanhado num trilho de pensamento, em direcção a locais do passado onde os gritos são insuportáveis, lembre-se que existe sempre a loucura. A loucura é a saída de emergência. Pode sair e fechar a porta de todas as coisas horríveis que tenham acontecido. Pode fechar a porta...para sempre"
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John Higgins
"-Tu. Oh não. Eu... eu lembro-me
- Lembras-te? Ohh, eu não faria isso. É muito perigoso. O passado é um tempo cheio de preocupações e ansiedades. É melhor deixá-lo no passado, não acha? Ha ha ha. A memória é tão traiçoeira. Num momento estamos perdidos num carnaval de prazeres, com os aromas fortes da infência, os neons brilhantes da puberdade, todos aqueles rebuçadinhos sentimentais... de repente, a memória coloca-nos num caminho que não queremos percorrer...até um local escuro e frio, preenchido com as formas ambíguas de coisas que pensávamos ter esquecido. As memórias podem ser perversas, repulsivas, brutais, como as crianças, acho eu ahahah. Mas poderemos viver sem elas? A nossa racionalidade basei-ase em memórias. Se não conseguirmos enfrentá-las estaremos a negar a nossa própria razão de ser!. E porque não? Não temos nenhum vínculo contratual com a racionalidade. Não existe uma cláusula de sanidade! Por isso, se for apanhado num trilho de pensamento, em direcção a locais do passado onde os gritos são insuportáveis, lembre-se que existe sempre a loucura. A loucura é a saída de emergência. Pode sair e fechar a porta de todas as coisas horríveis que tenham acontecido. Pode fechar a porta...para sempre"
Batman - Piada Mortal por Alan Moore/Brian Bolland/John Higgins
Goodbye 1000 Times
11-03-2006
The tides of change pulled us apart
I feel a familiar pain
It seems like years since we've loved
Or even liked and that's a lonely way to be
Drifting alone in a sea of agony
Your face I can't recognize
Don't make this hard on us
I will miss you if you just go away
I did no right you did no wrong
Nothing left but wasted days
I regret you leaving
But I will never take you back
"You know what? It's over
I just don't feel the same way as I used to
We've been together forever, but it's over"
Goodbye 1000 times goodbye
The thought never crossed my mind
That this would be my last goodbye
Let me put pennies on your eyes
And kiss your lips one last goodbye
My love 1000 times goodbye
It seems nothing good is free
A good thing cost much more than the price
You were good but not that good
Don't kid yourself now it's time to beak up
Drifting alone in a sea of agony
Your face I can't recognize
Don't make this hard on us
I will miss you if you just go away
I did no right you did no wrong
Nothing left but wasted days
I regret you leaving
But I'll never take you back
"Don't call me anymore. It's just not.
I don't feel the same way about you
Its not as good as it used to be"
Goodbye 1000 times goodbye
The thought never crossed my mind
That this would be my last goodbye
Let me put pennies on your eyes
And kiss your lips one last goodbye
My love 1000 times goodbye
"I'll always love you but just not like that
-Like what?
I want to be honest with you I met someone else
-You did what?
And I really, I really love him like I used to love you
Remember the time that I told you that
I was going out of town for business?
Well I went to see him
-You know what? You suck!"
Goodbye 1000 times
"You'll always have a special place"
In my heart you know that
"It's just I can't be with you anymore it's over"
Goodbye 1000 times
"Things may not work out with him"
Goodbye 1000 times
"And if they don't"
Goodbye 1000 times
"Then I'll certainly call you"
Goodbye 1000 times
"You mean a lot to me
I still really want to be friends with you
I love you like you're my brother"
Megadeth
(Dedicated...)
The tides of change pulled us apart
I feel a familiar pain
It seems like years since we've loved
Or even liked and that's a lonely way to be
Drifting alone in a sea of agony
Your face I can't recognize
Don't make this hard on us
I will miss you if you just go away
I did no right you did no wrong
Nothing left but wasted days
I regret you leaving
But I will never take you back
"You know what? It's over
I just don't feel the same way as I used to
We've been together forever, but it's over"
Goodbye 1000 times goodbye
The thought never crossed my mind
That this would be my last goodbye
Let me put pennies on your eyes
And kiss your lips one last goodbye
My love 1000 times goodbye
It seems nothing good is free
A good thing cost much more than the price
You were good but not that good
Don't kid yourself now it's time to beak up
Drifting alone in a sea of agony
Your face I can't recognize
Don't make this hard on us
I will miss you if you just go away
I did no right you did no wrong
Nothing left but wasted days
I regret you leaving
But I'll never take you back
"Don't call me anymore. It's just not.
I don't feel the same way about you
Its not as good as it used to be"
Goodbye 1000 times goodbye
The thought never crossed my mind
That this would be my last goodbye
Let me put pennies on your eyes
And kiss your lips one last goodbye
My love 1000 times goodbye
"I'll always love you but just not like that
-Like what?
I want to be honest with you I met someone else
-You did what?
And I really, I really love him like I used to love you
Remember the time that I told you that
I was going out of town for business?
Well I went to see him
-You know what? You suck!"
Goodbye 1000 times
"You'll always have a special place"
In my heart you know that
"It's just I can't be with you anymore it's over"
Goodbye 1000 times
"Things may not work out with him"
Goodbye 1000 times
"And if they don't"
Goodbye 1000 times
"Then I'll certainly call you"
Goodbye 1000 times
"You mean a lot to me
I still really want to be friends with you
I love you like you're my brother"
Megadeth
(Dedicated...)
Legend
10-03-2006
The Wise Man said to me:
"When the legend is stronger than the facts, you tell the legend"
The Wise Man said to me:
"When the legend is stronger than the facts, you tell the legend"
In Each Other's Arms
09-03-2006
"I stand on the terrible threshold and I see the end and the beginning in each other's arms"
Stanley Kunitz, 1944
"I stand on the terrible threshold and I see the end and the beginning in each other's arms"
Stanley Kunitz, 1944
Rainbow Eyes
08-03-2006
She's been gone since yesterday
Oh I didn't care
Never cared for yesterdays
Fancies in the air
No sighs or mysteries
She lay golden in the sun
No broken harmonies
But I've lost my way
She had rainbow eyes
Rainbow eyes
Rainbow eyes
Love should be a simple blend
A whispering on the shore
No clever words you can't defend
They lead to never more
No sighs or mysteries
She lay golden in the sun
No broken harmonies
But I've lost my way
She had rainbow eyes
Rainbow eyes
Rainbow eyes
Summer nights are colder now
They've taken down the fair
All the lights have died somehow
Or were they ever there
No sighs or mysteries
She lay golden in the sun
No broken harmonies
But I've lost my way
She had rainbow eyes
Oooh, ooh
Rainbow
(Dedicated...)
She's been gone since yesterday
Oh I didn't care
Never cared for yesterdays
Fancies in the air
No sighs or mysteries
She lay golden in the sun
No broken harmonies
But I've lost my way
She had rainbow eyes
Rainbow eyes
Rainbow eyes
Love should be a simple blend
A whispering on the shore
No clever words you can't defend
They lead to never more
No sighs or mysteries
She lay golden in the sun
No broken harmonies
But I've lost my way
She had rainbow eyes
Rainbow eyes
Rainbow eyes
Summer nights are colder now
They've taken down the fair
All the lights have died somehow
Or were they ever there
No sighs or mysteries
She lay golden in the sun
No broken harmonies
But I've lost my way
She had rainbow eyes
Oooh, ooh
Rainbow
(Dedicated...)
Apart
06-03-2006
"Jim and I disn't ask to fall in love. Better at the time, had we not...but it happened, thank God. But things also unhappen...and now, being apart is tearing us apart"
"Jim and I disn't ask to fall in love. Better at the time, had we not...but it happened, thank God. But things also unhappen...and now, being apart is tearing us apart"
Sleepless
05-03-2006
And I often sigh
I often wonder why
I'm still here and I still cry
And I often cry
I often spill a tear
Over those not here
But still they are so near
Please ease my burden
And I still remember
A memory and I weep
In my broken sleep
The scars they cut so deep
Please ease my burden
Please ease my pain
Surely without war there would be no loss
Hence no mourning, no grief, no pain, no misery
No sleepless nights missing the dead... Oh, no more
No more war
Anathema
And I often sigh
I often wonder why
I'm still here and I still cry
And I often cry
I often spill a tear
Over those not here
But still they are so near
Please ease my burden
And I still remember
A memory and I weep
In my broken sleep
The scars they cut so deep
Please ease my burden
Please ease my pain
Surely without war there would be no loss
Hence no mourning, no grief, no pain, no misery
No sleepless nights missing the dead... Oh, no more
No more war
Anathema
Nobody's Home
03-03-2006
"His heart would have been hammering his grip on reallity slipping away. But he didn't seem to notice. His emotions must be...I can't put it into words...disconnected at the source like phones ringing in an empty house. prt! prt! prt!
No one picks up. No one ever picks up"
"His heart would have been hammering his grip on reallity slipping away. But he didn't seem to notice. His emotions must be...I can't put it into words...disconnected at the source like phones ringing in an empty house. prt! prt! prt!
No one picks up. No one ever picks up"
For My Fallen Angel
02-03-2006
As I draw up my breath,
And silver fills my eyes.
I kiss her still,
For she will never rise.
On my weak body,
Lays her dying hand.
Through those meadows of Heaven,
Where we ran.
Like a thief in the night,
The wind blows so light.
It wars with my tears,
That won't dry for many years.
"Loves golden arrow
At her should have fled,
And not Deaths ebon dart
To strike her dead."
My Dying Bride
As I draw up my breath,
And silver fills my eyes.
I kiss her still,
For she will never rise.
On my weak body,
Lays her dying hand.
Through those meadows of Heaven,
Where we ran.
Like a thief in the night,
The wind blows so light.
It wars with my tears,
That won't dry for many years.
"Loves golden arrow
At her should have fled,
And not Deaths ebon dart
To strike her dead."
My Dying Bride
Erase The Slate
28-02-2006
"The cleansing rain has taken him with it. Not every person is afforded the opportunity to begin a new nor atone for one's sins and misdeeds. Time will tell if destiny can be unwrit or the slate truly wiped clean"
"The cleansing rain has taken him with it. Not every person is afforded the opportunity to begin a new nor atone for one's sins and misdeeds. Time will tell if destiny can be unwrit or the slate truly wiped clean"
Fuck U
27-02-2006
Fuck you, I don't give a fuck.
What you think of me?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
To judge me for the things I have done.
What the hell have you done, except sit home and jerk off.
I do whatever I want, just go and fuck yourself.
Fuck the system.
'cuz the system sucks.
I don't wanna live like you, you fucking asshole.
Fuck the system.
I don't give a fuck.
Why would I live like you, you fucking looser?
Why don't you do us a favor.
Just go and kill yourself.
Motherfucker!!!
Put the gun to your head.
Pull the fuckin' trigger
Die!
The only way to beat the system, is to kill you.
With the system.
To shoot at your mouth.
Fuck the system.
The system sucks.
I don't wanna live like you, you fuckin' asshole.
Fuck the system.
I don't give a fuck.
Why would I live like you, you fuckin' looser.
I do whatever I want.
Fuck you, I don't give a fuck.
I do whatever I want.
Fuck you, I don't give a fuck.
Fuck the system.
'cuz the system sucks.
I don't wanna live like you, you fuckin' asshole.
Fuck the system.
I don't give a fuck.
I don't wanna live like you, you fuckin' looser?
Fuck the system.
'cuz the system sucks.
I don't wanna live like you, you fuckin' asshole.
Fuck the system.
I don't give a fuck.
Why would I live like you, asshole?!!!
Hypocrisy
Fuck you, I don't give a fuck.
What you think of me?
Who the fuck do you think you are?
To judge me for the things I have done.
What the hell have you done, except sit home and jerk off.
I do whatever I want, just go and fuck yourself.
Fuck the system.
'cuz the system sucks.
I don't wanna live like you, you fucking asshole.
Fuck the system.
I don't give a fuck.
Why would I live like you, you fucking looser?
Why don't you do us a favor.
Just go and kill yourself.
Motherfucker!!!
Put the gun to your head.
Pull the fuckin' trigger
Die!
The only way to beat the system, is to kill you.
With the system.
To shoot at your mouth.
Fuck the system.
The system sucks.
I don't wanna live like you, you fuckin' asshole.
Fuck the system.
I don't give a fuck.
Why would I live like you, you fuckin' looser.
I do whatever I want.
Fuck you, I don't give a fuck.
I do whatever I want.
Fuck you, I don't give a fuck.
Fuck the system.
'cuz the system sucks.
I don't wanna live like you, you fuckin' asshole.
Fuck the system.
I don't give a fuck.
I don't wanna live like you, you fuckin' looser?
Fuck the system.
'cuz the system sucks.
I don't wanna live like you, you fuckin' asshole.
Fuck the system.
I don't give a fuck.
Why would I live like you, asshole?!!!
Hypocrisy
Wrong Question
26-02-2006
The Wise Man said to me:
"The Right Answer is worthless with the Wrong Question"
The Wise Man said to me:
"The Right Answer is worthless with the Wrong Question"
Out Of This Earth!
25-02-2006
"The consciousness thrives on release. Show it a window and it will fly. This visualization exercise is meant to bridge your body - mine to your spiritmind. Succeed and you will empty yourself of earthly concern and though, Serenity and stillness will be yours. The pathways to the light are as individual as the spirits who seek it. When you find the one that works for you, I promise you will know it"
"The consciousness thrives on release. Show it a window and it will fly. This visualization exercise is meant to bridge your body - mine to your spiritmind. Succeed and you will empty yourself of earthly concern and though, Serenity and stillness will be yours. The pathways to the light are as individual as the spirits who seek it. When you find the one that works for you, I promise you will know it"
The Hanged Man
24-02-2006
Put your arms around my neck
just like a pathetic lace of death
displays like a tarot deck
I am the card of the hanged man
and here I stand
with a flame on my hand
do you understand?
If there is hope for me
she is flirting with the breeze
on a peculiar choreography
with the dead arms of some old southern tree
silently, lips sealed against me
silently, wanna walk with me?
And it makes you wanna know
if in all the stories the truth is really told
And it makes you wanna reborn
and like a snake crawl every warm season
Into a different form
When you can still kill me,
when you can still cure me. Cure me.
Put your lace around my face
just like a fairytale
through the blank of my closed eyes
you can foresee the rope within
And it makes you wanna know
how deep have you truly flown
And it makes you wanna ride
through the fake suicide of someone
already dead inside
Still you walk with me, silently
And it makes you wanna disclaim
something you had really never learnt
And it makes you wanna stay
forever tangled in the pale arms of some hanged man
Here I stand. To understand.
Violently. I have you with me.
Moonspell
Put your arms around my neck
just like a pathetic lace of death
displays like a tarot deck
I am the card of the hanged man
and here I stand
with a flame on my hand
do you understand?
If there is hope for me
she is flirting with the breeze
on a peculiar choreography
with the dead arms of some old southern tree
silently, lips sealed against me
silently, wanna walk with me?
And it makes you wanna know
if in all the stories the truth is really told
And it makes you wanna reborn
and like a snake crawl every warm season
Into a different form
When you can still kill me,
when you can still cure me. Cure me.
Put your lace around my face
just like a fairytale
through the blank of my closed eyes
you can foresee the rope within
And it makes you wanna know
how deep have you truly flown
And it makes you wanna ride
through the fake suicide of someone
already dead inside
Still you walk with me, silently
And it makes you wanna disclaim
something you had really never learnt
And it makes you wanna stay
forever tangled in the pale arms of some hanged man
Here I stand. To understand.
Violently. I have you with me.
Moonspell
Rest
22-02-2006
"One could make the argument, I suppose that he's stuck in a kind of karmic loop, that he has in some essential way sacrificed the possivility of his own personal grownth by so ardently commiting himself to assemingly endles and repetitive crusade. He dosn't even necessarily know how to stop anymore. Should he ever decide he wanted to. It will have to be enough that he occasionally knows to rest"
"One could make the argument, I suppose that he's stuck in a kind of karmic loop, that he has in some essential way sacrificed the possivility of his own personal grownth by so ardently commiting himself to assemingly endles and repetitive crusade. He dosn't even necessarily know how to stop anymore. Should he ever decide he wanted to. It will have to be enough that he occasionally knows to rest"
The Tears Of The Dragon
21-02-2006
For too long now
There were secrets in my mind
For too long now
There were things I should have said
In the darkness
I was stumbling for the door
To find a reason
To find the time, the place, the hour
Waiting for the winter sun
And the cold light of day
The misty ghost of childhood fears
The pressure is building
And I can't stay away
I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave
Let it wash over me
To face the fear
I once believed
The tears of the dragon
For you and for me
Where I was
I had wings that couldn't fly
Where I was
I had tears I couldn't cry
My emotions
Frozen in an icy lake
I couldn't feel them
Until the ice began to break
I have no power over this
You know I'm afraid
The walls I built are crumbling
The water is moving
I'm slipping away
I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave
Let it wash over me
To face the fear
I once believed
The tears of the dragon
For you and for me
Slowly I awake
Slowly I rise
The walls I built are crumbling
The water is moving
I'm slipping away
I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave
Let it wash over me
To face the fear
I once believed
The tears of the dragon
For you and for me
Bruce Dickinson
(Dedicated to the sea and to the energy it always gave me. Dedicated to those who get lost within themselves and find the courage to save themselves. Dedicated to those who try to help them)
For too long now
There were secrets in my mind
For too long now
There were things I should have said
In the darkness
I was stumbling for the door
To find a reason
To find the time, the place, the hour
Waiting for the winter sun
And the cold light of day
The misty ghost of childhood fears
The pressure is building
And I can't stay away
I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave
Let it wash over me
To face the fear
I once believed
The tears of the dragon
For you and for me
Where I was
I had wings that couldn't fly
Where I was
I had tears I couldn't cry
My emotions
Frozen in an icy lake
I couldn't feel them
Until the ice began to break
I have no power over this
You know I'm afraid
The walls I built are crumbling
The water is moving
I'm slipping away
I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave
Let it wash over me
To face the fear
I once believed
The tears of the dragon
For you and for me
Slowly I awake
Slowly I rise
The walls I built are crumbling
The water is moving
I'm slipping away
I throw myself into the sea
Release the wave
Let it wash over me
To face the fear
I once believed
The tears of the dragon
For you and for me
Bruce Dickinson
(Dedicated to the sea and to the energy it always gave me. Dedicated to those who get lost within themselves and find the courage to save themselves. Dedicated to those who try to help them)
Lonesome
20-02-2006
The Wise Man Said to me
"A good person is never alone, even if there's no one around her"
The Wise Man Said to me
"A good person is never alone, even if there's no one around her"
Stuck In The Ice
19-02-2006
"I dream of myself on an infinite, desolate plane. Not myself as I am but as I would rather be. More powerful and severe. My sense of justice like ice. The mask more protective and frightning. Its oblique contours filtering out the poison of human existence. Its geography, an arctic prison of man's sins and sufferings. The besats of eternal damnation, creatures we would hunt and eradicate with our silly laws. For when the courst flay open such carcasses...they never reveal what they find. The awful truth of it is...we are all of us stuck fast in the ice."
"I dream of myself on an infinite, desolate plane. Not myself as I am but as I would rather be. More powerful and severe. My sense of justice like ice. The mask more protective and frightning. Its oblique contours filtering out the poison of human existence. Its geography, an arctic prison of man's sins and sufferings. The besats of eternal damnation, creatures we would hunt and eradicate with our silly laws. For when the courst flay open such carcasses...they never reveal what they find. The awful truth of it is...we are all of us stuck fast in the ice."
Hollow Heart
18-02-2006
Breaking loose from reality surrounding me
Keeping you bonded in my imagination
Drifting away within the limits of consciousness
Falling in sleep with memories you left for me
Throwing all away
Meaningless words
Nothing left
Inside me
Restless dream stiring up in my head
Shakes up my sweaty body from torture
Waking up in empty room filled with dark
Asking myself will this reality never end?
[Chorus:]
Where are you, my wealth of life?
Vanity filling my mind
Hole in me in distress
Who will fill up my Hollow Heart?
Please god never let me fall asleep
Make me real -keep away from my imagination
Dishearten mind -still looking for another answer
Hopeless act -action speak louder than words
Throwing all away
Meaningless words
Nothing left
Inside me
Kalmah
Breaking loose from reality surrounding me
Keeping you bonded in my imagination
Drifting away within the limits of consciousness
Falling in sleep with memories you left for me
Throwing all away
Meaningless words
Nothing left
Inside me
Restless dream stiring up in my head
Shakes up my sweaty body from torture
Waking up in empty room filled with dark
Asking myself will this reality never end?
[Chorus:]
Where are you, my wealth of life?
Vanity filling my mind
Hole in me in distress
Who will fill up my Hollow Heart?
Please god never let me fall asleep
Make me real -keep away from my imagination
Dishearten mind -still looking for another answer
Hopeless act -action speak louder than words
Throwing all away
Meaningless words
Nothing left
Inside me
Kalmah
Too Many Years
16-02-2006
"Behind the keening laughter, her eyes stank with the years of hatred and shame..."
"Behind the keening laughter, her eyes stank with the years of hatred and shame..."
The Root Of All Evil: Pt VII Remove
15-02-2006
Self-centered fear has got a hold of me
Clutching my throat
Self righteous anger running all through me
Ready to explode
Procrastination paralyzing me
Wanting me dead
These obsessions that keep haunting me
Won't leave my head
Help to do for me what I can't do myself
Take this fear and pain
I can't break out this prison all alone
Help me break these chains
Humility now my only hope
Won't you take all of me
Heal this dying soul
I can feel my body breaking
I can feel my body breaking
I'm ready to let it all go
I can feel my body shaking
Right down to the foundation
The root of it all
Take all of me
And the drive that keep burning deep inside
Cast it all away
And help to give me strenght to face another day
I am ready
Help me what I can be
I am ready
Come to me
Take me away
Dream Theater
Self-centered fear has got a hold of me
Clutching my throat
Self righteous anger running all through me
Ready to explode
Procrastination paralyzing me
Wanting me dead
These obsessions that keep haunting me
Won't leave my head
Help to do for me what I can't do myself
Take this fear and pain
I can't break out this prison all alone
Help me break these chains
Humility now my only hope
Won't you take all of me
Heal this dying soul
I can feel my body breaking
I can feel my body breaking
I'm ready to let it all go
I can feel my body shaking
Right down to the foundation
The root of it all
Take all of me
And the drive that keep burning deep inside
Cast it all away
And help to give me strenght to face another day
I am ready
Help me what I can be
I am ready
Come to me
Take me away
Dream Theater
The Root Of All Evil: Part VI Ready
14-02-2006
Proud enough for you to call me arrogant
Greedy enough to be labeled a thief
Angry anough for me to go and hurt a man
Cruel enough for me to feel no grief
Never could have just a part of it
I always need more to get by
Getting right down to the heart of it
The root of all evil has been running my whole life
Dirty enough for me to lust
Leaving nothing left to trust
Jealous enough to still feel envious
Lazy enough to sleep all day
And let my life just waste away
Selfish enough to make you wait for me
Driven blindly by our sins
Misled so easily
Entirely ready to leave it behind
I'm begging to break free
Take all of me
The desires that keep burning deep inside
Cast them all away
And help to give me strenght to face another day
I am ready
Help me be what I can be
Dream Theater
Proud enough for you to call me arrogant
Greedy enough to be labeled a thief
Angry anough for me to go and hurt a man
Cruel enough for me to feel no grief
Never could have just a part of it
I always need more to get by
Getting right down to the heart of it
The root of all evil has been running my whole life
Dirty enough for me to lust
Leaving nothing left to trust
Jealous enough to still feel envious
Lazy enough to sleep all day
And let my life just waste away
Selfish enough to make you wait for me
Driven blindly by our sins
Misled so easily
Entirely ready to leave it behind
I'm begging to break free
Take all of me
The desires that keep burning deep inside
Cast them all away
And help to give me strenght to face another day
I am ready
Help me be what I can be
Dream Theater
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